SIN - AGAIN

It has been always heart vs mind kind of dilemma.

I know i shouldn't be doing this. 99% of my mind tell me not to think about it. I have tried for at least 1 month or so. Unless i leave this place, the temptation is too great.

I am going to get kill, either by suicide or old age or maybe during event. No matter what, i hope it is a "short" pain!

I have SIN once again. :(