2008 Woes

Another year is creeping close to the end.

This has been a painful year for me to say the least. It really is. The last few months have been extreme challenging for me. From alot of angles, it has been painful.

The last time this happened was when i am 18-21 years old. It was very painful then. Even at this moment, i can still feel the agony of yesterdays. I couldn't believe that this "feeling" came flooding back in 2008.

I thought i could be more stronger after these years, alas it is not entire true.

This is going to drag across to 2009. As to how long the period will be, i hope i have an answer.

This blog is about running when i started it. As time goes on, it develop to something more personal than purely workouts. This is about myself and how i grow "up" and hopefully will provide good reading/learning material in the years to come.

All seems okay on the front, but after closing the door. Things normally does not appear what it shows on the surface.

Apart from health issue, relationship, family and $ have always been a rocky affair. Xiao Niu could be a blessing or could be the bone of contention.

No matter what happen in the future, 2008 is definitely going to be up on the list that my life take a major turn for the worst/good.

A nightmare more like it than anything else.

One thing stood prominently is the encouragement from my workout buddies. Without them i could have give up long time back. My "new found" friends are a great solace. I appreciate their concern and advice. These people are definitely "worth" more than what it appears on the surface.

I won't know what is going to happen in the future. Be good or bad. I just have to take one step at a time.

Please don't be alarm if you see drastic changes in myself or lifestyle sooner than later.