3rd Jan 09

I was thinking where i should post this piece. Since this is related to running, this should it.

Alarm rang at 5am. I am lackadaisical and stare at the ceiling.

It is 6am+ before i head out of home towards ECP.

I was suppose to go running with WJ, but i am not sure whether i can make it so have to take a rain check. Sorry WJ.

I started off at 7:20am, looking forward to do 8-10km this morning. Somehow i don't know if it is the pacing or breathing or whatever i stop at C2 around 19mins later. I just don't feel like running anymore.

I walk along the beach back to B1. It was a long walk.

I look at different runners/joggers/walkers along the route. I keep wondering what is going through their mind? What are they running for?

I remember the days when/why i started to run. What are the reasons i did that. I know why i ran then, but what am i running now?

Reached B1 in 1hr. A long walk.

Life isn't great, but still have to move on.