Dilemma

I still looking for a course to fulfil an interest that started off around many years back. The degree course, i saw on another organisation will cost me $36k++

Definitely i can't afford such luxury at this stage.:( life is such a dilemma, nothing is smooth going, they are bound to have obstacles to hinder the path you have choose to undertake.

I have eye upon a certification today. It seems technically out of my league. What i need to gain from the course, is to find myself. In the progress, i would it can help others as well.

Hopefully i can find the right person to guide me through this path. All $ is hard earned, don't wish to take the wrong path and wasted valuable resource & time.

I need to find myself.