No Return

Happen to have the CD for 后来 for quite some time. Happen to listen to it again this evening. It bring back memories. What happen in the past, we can't do anything about it. Learning from the past, at least i can till managed. Whatever happen in the past, no matter who is right/wrong, under which conditions you make certain painful/reluctant/logical/intelligent decisions, we can no longer make amend. Even though we hope, somehow time will revert, and we make good what we did.

Some people one wrong move, it affected their life. Life is very cruel. It may sound silly, but i believe in retribution. Retribution will come sooner or later if you have done wrong.

I did something unforgiving 20 years back. After so many years, i think i could have let it go. Well, it clearly didn't. Tears, remorse do not help. It help to lessen the agony for that moment, afterward it get back to haunt again.

The feeling get stronger during these period of time each year. It is like a date, where we do not wish to remember.