2nd Dec - revisit

It is annoying that thing does not work out. A short disappointment before a solution will be found and everything will be forgotten in a zippy.

I hate it when thing get out of my control for event that is more than 6th month later. Certainly things could have a way to resolve by itself.

I need to find a strong reason why must I be in Singapore on 2nd Dec!

From another angle, why must I be out on 2nd Dec? 1) I don't wish to take part in SCSM. 2) I don't wish to be in Singapore & witness other running and stand by the side doing supporter. 3) I want to go oversea and take part on another event to minimise the agony of not running on that day. 4) I need a new challenge as 42k no longer pose the same motivation as previous.

I need to find a justification to do SCSM. I want to do something special if I am taking part. Please don't ask me to pull the tires!

Damn. Life is a dilemma!