Boxing Day

Every time when it come to my BD, i always feel a sense of "happiness" that i am able to open(if anyone give) me present.

This year, the feeling is THIS is one of the "bad" year. It is not that i wasn't getting any present. It is more on how i felt currently.

I can sense i am walking(can't run away) towards a dark alley. I wish i can stop on my stride and find another path to go. I am getting suck into a quick sand and that i am getting harder and harder to pull myself out.

Should i fight it or just let myself submerge into the quick sand. Both has its good/bad points.

是富是祸躲也躲不过

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Head to the weights session this morning. I was "frustrated" about myself. So today session is abit "tough". No choice, i need to release some steam. Phew, it feel much better after that.

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Today workload is super light! Everyone like "snake" around. Haha...what a day! If everyday like that, i can work from home leow!